What the hell... they had to just shatter all of my remining motivation lor... where can i even have the drivc to pick up my books to study... although its always said that what the family does is always good for you but they all just have to bring you down all the way low lor....words have a powerful effect... all he has to say is that i'm useless, time has ran out for me, i'm doomed.. what the hell... DO YOU EVEN KNOW THAT THESE WORDS HURT ME SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!? i'm totally losing it le lor... the strees the constant flow of past year papers all stacked in front of me...how am i going to finish them lor.... breaking down... don't feel like seeing their faces... whenever the see me they always seem to ask me the same question... study le mahzz? haven't yet? faster go study now! ........... even when i had just finished a long day of studying lor... dumb... they care? do they? do they really care? what crapZ....

............i guess you're right... no point in arguing with them... they always win...i think its really to use their scolding as motivation to work harder... i hope i'll be able to pull through before i totally break down and get damn depressed....haizzz...i think the phrase will come to good use now "ren yi shi feng ping lang jing, tui yi bu hai kuo tian kong"....again, thanks for your listening ear and "kai xin tang"...
shhh ="(