Haizzz had a bad day yesterday...
actually i brought it upon myself bahzz...
i had to "potong jalan" in the beginning...
and now...? haizz
felt like a fucking bastard....
yesterday was the first time i punched a wall...
i just wanted the pain to mask the pain in my heart...
but i just justified that violence won't do good
in the end everything just breaks...
i don't know how much can i hold up anymore...
i just feel that my heart just gets heavier as each year go by...
i have nightmares and illusions that someday i would die of heart failure along the streets....
Haizzz....