6 years? *POOF*
....haizzz is not the time to blame anyone...
for this matter to get to this stage its all our own fault lahzz
haizzz but i just don't know what to do now...
feeling really lost....
some times i wonder if a person was as cold as a block of ice,
would he cause less pain to the people around him?
no feel, numb...
haizzz...
i don't know lahzzz
been having a heavy heart lately...
kinda always feeling that i'm breathing much deeper and slower...
i'm just so afraid that one day my heart would just shatter and crumble within my chests...
haizzz i think this is why people always say:
" Bu yao bai dong xi fang zai xin shang"
maybe the human heart can only withstand a certain limit of how much "weight" is can take and if the heart buay tah han lioaz
it would just fail and the person goes peacefully