i was transported back in time
back so long that everything seem to be so much calmer
life was full of fun
no stress
no pressure
no need to grow up so quickly
it was so much simpler
i was in my comfort zone

it took me several minutes to press the call button on my phone
inside me i was shaking
shaking so hard that i wasn't making any sense to myself
i wasn't thinking straight at all
my mind was in a total mess
it was chaotic

finally the line got through
a female voice greeted me
however i was still stunned deep in my thoughts
i was speechless

it didn't go well
i was messed up
and i've caused the female on the other end of the line to be misunderstood
"i'm sorry"
i felt so ashamed
why must it be me?
i signed

how i wished i could really be back in time
back when bricks only meant fun
helicopters, robots, cars, castles and enemies
all could be achieved

now, the bricks are not the bricks i used to know
i feel so uncertain
i'm lost in this foreign world
i'm forced to adapt
i'm forced to grow up



i hope things work out alright for me and my group tomorrow