I'm freaked out
thinking of alot of things right now
haizzz
hahahaha
i think life is really unique
its one's journey of seeking answers
to various problems and questions
take today from an example
i was faced with several questions which i myself have to answers to
and because of this i smiled several times today
all of which had different deeper meanings

i'm abit confused
whether i'm afraid to get it done
or having that burning desire

but now i also see
why its a transition period for me
as found out earlier in leadership class
i am now actually sitting a a bus stop waiting for the bus to come
probably without a destination in mind
maybe that's why the buses don't come or they're just unsuitable
i could sit here to curse and swear
or should i do something about it?

I feel like as if in starwars
the difference between luke and his father was that they thought of very different goals and destinations
but both of them had a same situation
whether to succumb to the dark side
i may be facing the same situation but with a different context
haizzz
i don't think i can continue on for today
will think about it in my sleep and continue tommorow