Showering your love on me

i feel really bad
after reading your blog posts
i'm really sorry
perhaps its really fate
maybe its empty promises
i don't know myself
maybe being my guardian angel isn't such a good idea after all
i feel that you're getting hurt even more because of me
i know i can't be depended on for you to share your problem
that's why i know i can't be in a relationship
if leaving is the way to stop you from suffering
i would rather you leave
at least you're less hurt this way