What the hell...
must you keep everything to yourself?
must you always pretend nothing has happened?
are you really happy with me?
god damn it....
i'm feeling that this is turning out to be more one sided....
i almost cried yesterday
i just held back my tears
just because i didn't want you to feel guilty....
and now you're telling me not to fall deeper into the relationship
i'm seriously confused.....
fuck this god damn world!
...........

You're telling me not to take it seriously?
how can i not take it seriously?
hey i can be totally slack off and bump around okayZ!
i'm capable of that!
the point that i'm taking this seriously is that you really take a large portion of my life, my time, my energy
its really the drive of my life....
and if i were to tatally slack off
you would feel that i'm not treating you well!
so what should i do?
hey i'm screwed manZ
you tell me what should i do!
.............
you're making me seriously confused now....