Sea of Thought

For the past few days been thinking deep
i don't know just have this feeling that got alot of things on my mind

even though i thought spending a day at sentosa would help me clear my thoughts
it did help abit but i still got alot of things on my mind
deeper thoughts
说不出的话

i feel like as if i set out on a journey out into sea
out to face storms and all sorts of creatures
and weathering all difficulties
and i'm out alone to man the ship
although with some wonderful friends
like the sun, moon, clouds and stars
rendering help when i need it most

perhaps out to rescue someone?
trapped out in the gigantic ocean
maybe losing hope and thinking that all is gone
and there's no chance of survival

i'm not too sure myself
not sure if i can really face up to these challenges
parts of the ship has already been damaged
quite certain that if i were to turn back now
the entire ship would just collapse
and be sucked into the vertex of the whirlpool
both me and my ship would perish

most importantly
the person would still be out at sea
suffering

looking over the horizon
hoping that it'll be a 海阔天空
with what's left of my crazy mind
i'll still be steering the ship
looking and searching for a sign
just a shinny object floating out on the surface
to keep me going...