I'm totally confused of what you're saying... what do you mean when you say you're not so nice after all?you're keeping alot to yourself.. do i even mean anything to you?....
i'm sliently praying now...
i really don't know waht's going on....
what is this shit i'm going through....
after so many days and weeks without talking to her, is this what i get?
.... i just wanted her to concentrate on her studies more...
hey i'm worried you know?
now i know what my teachers and family members felt when i didn't study hard for my examinations....
i'm starting to regret now....
but i guessed its not too late...
my O's are coming and i'm going to do well for it...
i'm going to fulfill my promise to you...
it should be my motivation to study, to do well and to show how much i love you...
why must things become so messy after all?
i'm getting very irritated lately...
and i know that i'm starting to piss many people off...
.....in such a dilemma....