This weekend really sucks...
i'm bored..
really nothing to do...
don't feel like studying....
haizzz...
drew a picture last night...
its a night scene by the beach
there's this boy sitting on a jetty fishing alone...
with the bright moon up in the dark sky...
i don't know why i drew it but yah
shed tears too...
still thinking about it...
but...
i think i got it sorted out...
i'll just let everything rest
let it settle down...
i'll just live normally...
i hope the person will get it and understand
neither one...
exams are most important now...
haizzz....
currently thinking of going to the beach...
just sitting under a coconut tree
watching and listenig to the waves
feel the soft sand beneath my feet....
thinking of swimming as far out..
maybe onto an island...
where i'll be alone...
where there's peace and quiet...
i'll wait...
to see who comes....

listening to my blog music as i'm writing this...
it's fisherman's horizon from final fantasy 8
in the game its a peaceful island
where the people there make they're livelihood out of fishing...
they'll just go out to the long jetty and spend some quiet time fishing and enjoying the calm environment...
but all this is just in a game...
for however i hope that this will become reality, it wouldn't....

...breaking apart...